WiNnIe ThE p0oH RoX..^^

2011-12-30T19:27:00.005+08:00

Hi, I really need someone to talk to but the person whom I wanna talk to most, isn't very happy about me right now. I don't know why I'm like this. I hope he doesn't see this. Well, I'm not a very good sweet-talker, not a person who expresses my love well or right? Just nothing at all. I don't know why he loves me too. Haa, I've got too much to say, so much that I don't know where I should even start from.

Right now, I'm here typing on my keyboard when I'm suppose to have already left the office and on the way to his house. But I'm really sad, I'm really feeling very very very sad. It's not his fault just now, but yesterday, today, he kept kicking up a quarrel with me which I'm really really mad at. Just replying him 5mins slower, he would have called and scolded a hell outta me. Makes me feel like a dog sometimes.

And he would always say my exs are all better than him when in fact, he's the one who really makes me laugh all the time. Yes, I've told him how amazing he makes me feel but you know the angers, only allowing the worse of me into him. You know, he's really good with me. I don't know how he managed to make me smile all the time just by looking at him. And it totally works too even when I'm mad, just by seeing him pout his mouth, and making a lot of noise to get my attention.

But I'm really furious how he always smokes when he's angry, or stress or blah blah blah. They're all excuses. And how he always push the blame to others when it's like his very own wrong. How he cries first when I should be the one crying, how he vents his anger by punching the wall and hurting himself, how he checks my phone each time we meet, how he's so paranoid to boys talking to me, how he nags all the time, how he tries to act smart and speak like a Caucasian, how he took my time every week without leaving me any for my family and myself. How he makes me feel suffocated and he don't even know that.

And what I hate most is that, I could actually still love him despite him being like that and no mortal could really tolerate someone so fucked up! I wish he could just coax me all the time. It really hurts so much inside.

I don't know if I should go find him now, I really don't want to but I just love him so much....

2010-04-27T18:37:00.002+08:00

Late night out !

Met out with Jiji and Xuanxuan last Saturday to shop for Tingting's birthday present. Halfway through the shopping, we saw something that really delights us much hence we bought it down and intended to give it to Tingting as a present.

After that, Rabbit wanted to meet me but because he's such a lazy person, he made Xuanxuan and I wait like mad but know what? We already knew he wont turn up. Such an ass! So had Macdonalds with Xuanxuan and after that we went to slack. Sorry, I couldn't upload the photos. D:

Anyway, I really loved talking to Meixuan. Common experience, made the conversations easier to understand for the both of us. (:
Stayed out till around 2am in the morning and cabbed home with this wonderful friend of mine! :D

2010-03-29T04:11:00.003+08:00

Night at work .

Back to work like finally again yesterday. Reached home at about 2.45am because I worked overtime. Nothing interesting but I could say that the whole night was really a super slack one. Sent a message over to Darling but we seem to have run out of topics recently. ):

Zoo on Thursday, maybe or maybe not. It all depends on me now. HEHEHEH! :D Perhaps I'll just go over to Darling's house later on to see if he's still alright. Heard that he's sick. D: poor boy~

ImissyouImissyouImissyouImissyouImissyou!
Goodnight smelly pig. (:
I'll see you soon.

2010-03-04T23:51:00.003+08:00

Studies and you .

It's only a few more days to exams, a crucial stage each semester whereby my results will determine where I'd go after ITE. ): I'm studying for my Service Excellence now and at the same time, waiting for my phone to vibrate.

How I wish I could be like you, simply forgetting me each day and carry on with whatever you do. Have I not told you that I want you to call me, I want you to text me? Each time a message shakes my phone, I'd pray it was you but...

Three messages today. Buck up, Baby.
Goodbye.

2010-02-24T22:17:00.005+08:00

Game's over soon !

Greatest thanks to school, to teachers, to projects and finally to tests and exams! I've been neglecting my friends and boyfriend. Now, I demand all these to end! D: Like for fucking two more weeks, all the pain in the ass are going to "POOF"! Weeeeee~ H4F wait for me! We sure have a lot to catch up on. I'm so sorry! ):

To: H4F
Really sorry for rejecting the outings everytime. We're going to meet out tomorrow and so, I hope we'll have fun! :D Chalet soon alright? (: Haas, looking forward to that!

To: Darling
Sorry for throwing my temper at you at times. Sorry for yesterday. And I'll see you soon too, on Friday. (: Since you have to work, I'll do my project first then. D: RAWR!

To: 5A1
I hope I'll be able to make it for the next class gathering if really nothing clashes. Miss you guys too! Sorry. ><

To: WonderGirls
We've been through all these shit together! I LOVE YOU! :D Especially skipping lessons and got the first warning letter. I know there's nothing to be proud of but wooo~ memorable!

2010-01-27T21:55:00.003+08:00

Shouts : STOP!

Hello people! ): Ain't good recently. Projects and tests coming up. I thought I'm on the verge of breaking down but recalling what my projects are, there's only ETP to go before less-stressing ones come. I really hope ETP presentation will be over soon. I think ETP sucks to the core, really! ):

How I wish that school stops forever!!

And my fat Baby will be heading to Vietnam tomorrow in the afternoon. I'll miss him so much. Be sure to come back safely because that would mean so much more than all the presents you are going to bring back for me. I love you.

2009-12-16T00:28:00.002+08:00

Dad gone crazy!

Like seriously! What's wrong with my Dad?! He was like fucking pissed off today? I don't know what huge problems he had faced out there on the streets or whatsoever but really Dad,

VENTING OUT YOUR ANGER ON BRO AND I DOESN'T HELP TO SOLVE ANYTHING!

Please la hor, you've been so unreasonable since once upon a time! I never know why you are doing things that make all of us so fucked up. What do you want us to do at home? We cannot even stay out or stay up late. All you want us to do is SLEEP AT NIGHT! I dare you to try me, I'll just leave home and don't ever come calling me and ask me home because you know why?

THAT WILL ONLY HAPPEN WHEN YOU ARE NOT AROUND!

And if only I have someone to tell, just someone who really understand, I'll be more than happy to do so. Too bad, the one that really does is still nowhere to be found. ):

2009-12-07T01:41:00.002+08:00

TIME OUT! D:

Worked together with Auntie Siu Kim today and we served the VIP tables. Thanks to Roy la! I didn't want to serve the VIPs because I seriously lack of speed. ): Secondly, Darling is all alone by herself la and that really makes me feel like I'm a "Pang Seh Kia". D:

Well well, you can forget about slacking when it's with the Auntie whose tagline is 'CHEE BYE!'. I was still being forced to hurry when my speed is like maximum? I'm like competing against time and really for today, just today, I feel like I'll die of thirst anytime!
Hmms, but it's the thought of meeting Baby at the end of the day that kept me going on. However, that thought was smashed by a text he sent. He'll meet me at Gombak instead of Bugis because he do not want to style his hair! D: NICE LA HOR! D:

I'm going to Sakae tomorrow with Baby and maybe shopping! Weeeeee~
Goodbyeeeeeeeee! :D

2009-11-24T17:59:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER! :D

You have grown older and hopefully, sensible. Have been staying with you for 14 years and sometimes you'll just be the death of me. GROW UP LA! Tsk! D: Happy birthday! ^^ We love you!

Have been busy recently due to school and work. ): Money money come to me please! ): I want more money in my account! D: WAWWWWW!

Tired die, I'm off to dinner then bed!
xoxo peeps!

19/11/2004
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANA! :D

A very happy birthday to our dearest friend here, NANA! (:
This lame girl of ours has finally turned 18! And I'm so gonna congratulate and welcome her into the age 18 group! HAHAH! Next time your turn to buy wine and everything liao hor! Retarded sehhhh! D: Ok, happy birthday to you! (:

I'm so sorry for the late post again as I do not have the time to do so these few days. ): sorry sorry sorry sorrrrrrrrryyyyyyyy! ><

2009-11-15T03:05:00.002+08:00

What can I do to make you love me? :D

That big fat pig must be sleeping cozily in his messy sty again. ): And Piglet is still with me! D:
I thought of you at 12, and I'm gonna think of you once more before bed alright? (:

It's been a long long time since I last met my girls. It's really good to have them out with me once again. Went to town for shopping or just a little walk. It was packed with people, many many people! So difficult to squeeze through the crowd laaaaa! D: Tsk! Wanted to pamper myself by getting a few pieces of clothes but it's such a letdown because nothing caught my attention! BOOOO! D:

But it's ok, I'll make Baby shop with me the next time! :D WAHAHAHAHAH! I'll bring Piglet along! ^^

Goodnight people. (:
XOXO.

2009-11-04T17:46:00.002+08:00

Baby, it's just how I feel.

Sometimes even the smallest thing makes such great impact to us. Feeling real low now. I don't know if you will misunderstand me again after reading the text I sent to you last night. I'm not trying to quarrel with you but just hope you understand me better? I haven't receive any messages from you since then. Like why? I never like to make you speechless either. Or is it that you didn't really think so much until I talked to you and this is how I left you with no words even till now?

I dare not say I'm good either, I'm sorry, sometimes I just can't get enough of everything I suppose. Sorry. School was a total hell today. Wednesdays' modules suck and even worse without a single text from you. I'll see you on Friday I guess, maybe I'll just forgo that Audition, I think I won't even get in. D:

2009-10-20T01:12:00.002+08:00

RANDOM? o.o

Bored, just got myself out of bed and I should be getting back there very soon if not I'll be dozing off during lessons! D: fucking ass, I want a change in blog skin! Sadly, the lazy bug in me stops me from doing so.

Baby's been unwell for these couple of days. I hope he'll get well soon and sorry for not having time to keep you company recently. Will really find the time to do so. I'm sorry. ):

- And all of a sudden, I miss monster. Gonna grab more and dump the best one in Baby's house. :D NOOOOOOOB, the best word ever. .____. And I hate fucktards who meow! Being polite to you doesn't mean I like you. Stop all your silly things and get back to work/life. _|_ I'm starting to dislike working with you and because of you, I never fail to get it from someone who cares! _|_ _|_ _|_

2009-10-14T17:43:00.002+08:00

First week of school. ):

School sucks like nobody's business! I'm seriously super tired of everything. Subjects, teachers and fake masks hanging on familiar faces. Well, I just hope that the rest of one and a half year will quickly pass and let's get everything done and over with.

And if I get into Polytechnic, the people there better be good. I'll fuck them upside down if they turned out opposite. _|_

2009-09-29T19:56:00.002+08:00

It's so boring!

No work recently, getting bored at home. Going out tomorrow again. (: Meeting Darling on Friday, perhaps? Still not confirmed yet. D: Audi and audi and audi ever since after the chalet. Flu got past and coughing comes again! BAD DAYS!

24/09/2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIXIA! (:

Ok, this is a super late post. ): sorry about it. It was Huixia's birthday and we surprised her on the 25th by knocking on her door! :D There she was, in her spongebob pants and a green bunny tee (if I'm not wrong), smiling as brightly as ever. LOL! Hope she loves the surprise we planned! (:

2009-09-22T17:27:00.002+08:00

WORK IS MUCH FUN!

Have been working with Darling at Parkroyal Hotel. (: FUNFUNFUN! :D even though it was tiring. D: Over-timed for the past two days and quite fun la. Lots of friendly people there and I know a super duper fake girl! So many fakers in this world. ._.

Will be working with Darling tomorrow again. (: and before that, we're going shopping! :D she needs to get a pair of shorts for some activites. Ehs, I don't know. D: Gonna OT tomorrow again. (: if possible. :x

2009-09-20T00:48:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERON! (:

Ronron is finally eighteen! :D next will be H's turn. Met up with Nana and H and we went to choose a cake for this birthday girl. After that we went around asking funny people,"Do you know where is block 344?" WTF! They are weird la! D:
Ron's grandma's birthday celebration is definitely grand I can say. It was held in an empty space, in the middle of all the blocks. Woooo~ so we sat down and ate the cake and went to the playground to loiter. However, still hope this girl of mine had fun. Love ya! (:

Happy birthday sweetest! <3

2009-09-09T22:58:00.002+08:00

A day out with loved ones. (:

Yesterday evening was a wonderful one, really! Went for gathering with my most beloved 5A1. Met up with Yongen for a little shopping first. Was hungry again so we went to Macdonalds to grab a bite. Saw Boonkiat and Wenyang by coincidence, next was Meimei and then Jerrold so we sat together and after I ate, we went off to get flowers for the teachers.
The auntie at the shop outside Lot One was a powerful one. Use pandan leaves together with the flowers. Walao eh! Fucking ugly la! After that we left to meet up with the rest of the class. Had pizza at Jurong Point for dinner and a little chat outside at the park. (: That dark black bangalas park! D:

I'm sorry I had to go off first to meet my cousin, Jiali. (:
She was with Xiaohao and I was feeling very warm so decided to just buy a tee and change out of my cardigan. After that we went to Vivo to slack and SUBARU-ed to Amoy Street to meet up with her friend, Rebecca. (:
Well, problems there and was tired already so went home early.

Meow that's all.

2009-09-06T20:33:00.002+08:00

What laaaaa Fucker-bye!!

A very tiring day today. Left chalet at about 10.45am? And reached home at 1pm. First night, fun and short and fast night. (: Had pasta for dinner and cup noodles for supper! It was the card games that kept us going on till four in the morning. Considered more than very good, close to excellent. Heeeee!

The next morning, Nana and H got up to decorate the rooms and Ron and I were like pigs they said. Everything was nicely done and more card games in the afternoon.
Last night was kinda terrible for me. Was tired I supposed but didn't want to go to bed because somehow it's awkward to sleep with Auntie and Nana's sisters. And the balloons are WALAO EH la!! Sorry girls, my temper wasn't very good last night. Apologies. ):

Ehs ok, chalet was food paradise! I love prawns (not the non-edible one!)! I LOVE FOOD! :D

2009-09-04T01:11:00.002+08:00

CHALET!!!

Had MacDonald with Darling 3 hours ago. He's sleeping soundly now. (: Tomorrow's is the chalet! Getting more and more excited. Heehee! And I'm going for a haircut with Ron tomorrow morning, before the chalet. I hope it's well done, if not I'll cry like hell! ): Will be sending Darling to the station in the morning and then go home and sleep till 10?

My bag is still unpacked! Gotta rush rush rush! :D and chalet's gonna be so fun! That is, I guess more fun without having to study for business! ): I LOVE IT! MEOW!

2009-09-01T19:46:00.002+08:00

The big EXAM! *Roarrrrr!* D:

Almost done with my business studies. *Three cheers for Zi Hui!*
Here's the biggest worry; I still don't understand what's going on with our society! Taxes, supply and demand, finance, globalization, ehs, well..almost everything! Humph. ):

Exam in 6 more days. I hope I can make it. I think I got to bring this business book along with me to the chalet! Sleep and play and study and eat! Healthy chalet! Off to study again. Goodbye. (:

2009-08-31T19:39:00.003+08:00

Ghosts, spirits and souls? o.o

I think penguin face is really sucky! Oh man, is she really not aware of what time the school is supposed to end or is she just faking ignorance and wants us to go to school as per normal just for that attendance? Honestly, what the fuck is wrong with her man? ): I couldn't to go back to secondary school because of her la!

Fine, met up with Yongen, PP and Xingyi for lunch. Aftermath, we went to PP's house to watch how priests deal with all these spirits. I think all of us were traumatized except for PP la! And we saw images of those spirits in the videos! Ok, heard that 2009 ain't a very good year and I am really looking forward to year 2010. I hope next year will be a better year for everybody. ):

Wanted to have dinner with the girls but we, or rather I, don't really feel good and insisted to go home early. ): I'm sorry. But this month (7th month), I really don't feel very good. I feel that almost everywhere is like..I don't know? Perhaps there are just spirits roaming around us, it's just that we can't see them?

I really believe that spirits or souls do exist, do you? ):

2009-08-30T02:53:00.002+08:00

PEACE SAVES THE DAY!

Oh man, it's almost three and I still can't get to sleep. ): Meowwwww!
Just had noodles again and I really feel like fixing jigsaw puzzles. D: too bad la, that fatty is outside and not coming home tonight. Who else is willing to jigsaw with me? :D

Had a really nice chat with Baby for once and both of us didn't lose our temper! I like that! I rate that 10 stars! Hee. Well, things are turning better but we won't be meeting that often already because i have school and Darling has to turn up for NS. When I'm free, he's not. And when he's available, I have stuffs to do. Bla bla bla, so on and so forth..I'm getting used to that and I hope Baby is fine.
Somehow I really wish to close the gap between us and hopefully, everything is just like before. Meow, i don't know leh. ): I'll forsake that 12 bucks and all my food just for this.

FATTY'S BACK! :D Jigsaw time! (:

2009-08-29T14:35:00.002+08:00

A NEW START. (:

Ok, I like finally deleted all my posts and now I'm back to blogging again.

People might be wondering why I do this. My reasons:
1) I don't like my older posts, I twitted. D:
2) I don't like the fonts? :x
3) Too much vulgarities in the past. Aww.
4) I've grown up! :D hopefully. D:

So yesterday I met up with my Happy three friends and one siao ta bor who was only 17-to-be. Before meeting Nana and Hx, I caught 'UP' with Ron and Soul (siao ta bor, if this is how he spells it). Gosh! I simply love that show! :D After that, we waited for Nana and Hx and headed to IMM. After dinner, caught Bus 188 to Lot One and back to Gombak again to chit-chat. A wonderful time and will meet up real soon again next week at the Chalet. (:

And I so don't want to go to the INTEL thing laaa! 8.30am at Somerset! I think penguin's really crazy! D: Aww, alright, time to study! Goodbye. (: